A Transsexual Biography by Kristan Carlson

by Kristan Carlson

I am 34 years old, and have identified myself as transgendered since I was 14. When i was 6 I began playing witha girl cousins toys and found myself in heaven! She would do my makeup and I would show our Mom's. They laughed it off. When I was old enough (12) to fit into my Mom's clothes, I started dressing up when I got the chance. I would wear her makeup and feel the beauty around me. I knew I was different, but I did not care. I dated only girls in High School, and remain attracted to mostly girls to this day.

I hid my transsexualism until I was 32. I was married (6 years) with two children when in a panic attack I told my wife I was a Transsexual. She did not take it well. I saw 2 or 3 therapists that did not help, but rather saw me as a case to study and gawk at. I now have 2 excellent therapists, a psychiatrist and a Gender clinic in NYC that I utilize to the fullest. I am on a traditional hrt therapy and I also use the Phoenix Project products.

This story may seem simple(I have left out the depression and debilitating self analysis that we all go thru)
but if somene new to the site gets some insight from this I am happy. I know I am a Woman in a mans body, and I am content with it. God made me this way and I am doing what I have to do to rectify the situation, as I am sure he wants me to. Thank You for taking the time to read about me.

Kristan Carlson (Chrisetal10@optonline.net)

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