From My Heart

It is not often I talk from the heart but when I get the notion and I am bothered by something I do. I don't always know what is bothering me. As of late I have had two dreams come true (not wish dreams but dreams as in while you sleep). A new gift? maybe and I hope so! Anyway I have no idea what guided me to laura's! no ,wait, I do know I am being guided by some higher power and often feel the presents of this higher power but I don't totally know where my destination is going, but I don't think any of us do.
I ask my self what my role is at laura's ? what is my mission here? I concluded that maybe I could serve laura and everyone of you best through my writing. I really don't make the best moderator but in a jam when none of the other moderators are around I stumble through. Lately my thinking has been scatered. I really am at peace with my being a female in a male body but I am still looking for answers to other of life's questions. I have noticed that my humour is getting old in the room and I believe I should take a time out for awhile and just write My "thought of the day" and the story I am working on. I believe the best way I can help you all is through my writing. I don't know if Laura will keep me as a moderator or not but please look for my writings here at Laura's. Thanks for now and the best of luck to all of you.