Bedtime Musings
Posted by StarCrystal, Jul 20 2007, 12:28 AM
Hmm, I should post up something on the forums telling about myself... right now yoinking my intro from the old forums seems like a good idea, due to my tiredness, but I bet come tomorrow or Saturday I'll change my mind and create a new one. Things have rapidly changed since that post, even though it has only been a month or two. Man, time seems to have flown by, and yet it's only been a couple of months. Guess I managed to cram more than a couple of months worth of stuff into that time period, eh? 
Ramblings Of A Captain
Posted by StarCrystal, Jul 19 2007, 04:04 PM
Bleh, today has sucked. I woke up at 5:30, this time deciding to actually get up. I had already woken up an hour and a half earlier, but fell back asleep. Anyways, the beginning of the suckitude started with me thinking it was 5:30 in the morning. Nope, couldn't be that lucky. It was 5:30 PM, which sucks because on Friday I have an appointment in the early afternoon with my therapist. So then I notice about an hour, maybe two, after waking that I am less tired than I have been by a bit, but the tiredness decided to start replacing itself with depression. Major depression, making me just want to curl up in my bed and cry myself to sleep.
Then the usual feelings come back about my uncle's family after leaving my room. Our house is a disaster, stains, trash and rotting food everywhere. They do what they want, and my grandpa basically stands aside and let's them. They are always finding some reason to borrow one of our cars, even though they have three themselves. The car...
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Mind Scattered
Posted by StarCrystal, Jul 18 2007, 02:36 AM
Wow this sucks. I've been super busy during the last... hmm, I guess it would be two weeks at this point. Driving in and out of town like seven times at least during that period, which is about two hours round trip, plus all the driving in town. Most, if not all, of those have been what I call "all day affairs", namely something that last 8+ hours. All but one of those days I was doing all the driving. It's left me completely exhausted, and at times my mind feels like it is made up of a bunch of little particles, scattered around inside my head. They moving quickly, going all around, showing up for a short bit then flying off to be replaced by something else. So as I have said, it totally sucks 
Hmm, probably should throw in some pluses so it doesn't sound all terrible ...
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